Pictures of You, Pictures of Me.

I’M SO LAZY TO UPDATE MY BLOG ALREADY. AND I FEEL LIKE ABANDONING MY BLOG.

YES, I GONNA ABANDON IT NOW. HAHA! CIAOS!

Why…

Why commit so much in a relationship when the other party doesn’t?

Why choose to love a person instead of being loved?

Why one sacrifice so much and yet they get back is just ignorance?

Why cry over the one you love when the person’s not worth your love?

Why think of the one you love when he/she is already gone?

Memories.

for you, thank you.

Yes, I guess I need to express out my every little single feelings/opinions on you. I’m gonna admit that you’re a really very nice guy, somehow. From the start of our relationship, you treat me like your gold, I guess. You called me every single night without failed. Chat like nobody’s business, saying how much you love and miss me, can’t bear to put down the phone no matter how tired I am, and only ends our call when you feels tired which is like 1 plus 2 plus in the morning when I have to wake up at 6 plus in morning for school. Meet up almost every day whenever we can, and this makes me and my friends’ friendship drift a little. Watch movies, hang out, chit-chat, shopping, slack, that’s what we always do after school.

Half a year later, things started to change a little. Busy school schedule for me as I was preparing for O levels while for you, busy with your school attachment. By then, we hardly meet up and only got to see each other like once a week. But yet, you gave me surprise during Valentine ’s Day. Though I had school till 10pm that day, you surprised me with balloons and bear outside my school. I felt super touched at that moment and everyone was looking at us with their envy eyes. And also, you gave me a cd which was a video made by you. I tear while watching that video, knowing that you had spent your sleeping time doing that video in the midnight and put in a lot of effort in this relationship. But yet, you still left me after our almost 10 months relationship.

Still, I didn’t give up. I cried almost every single day, hoping that you’ll come back to me. Few months later, we got to contact back each other and we went out for movie and stuff. Since then, our love journey starts again. This time, with lesser quarreling I thought that our love will be much more lasting. But, NO, it didn’t make our love stronger at all. You didn’t call me every single night and our conversation didn’t last long till 2 plus. I date/ask you out instead of you asking me. You didn’t accompany me to the place that I wanted to go and end up always rejecting my date. I’ll be sad whenever you go clubbing, but yet I can’t do anything.

This year Valentine ’s Day is the worst valentine’s day that I’ll never forget. During that day, you didn’t had enough money so we managed to watch movie and had dinner only. And what’s more, I didn’t receive any Valentine ’s Day gift from you. I don’t expect much but a handmade card will do also. Yes, at that time, stupid people like me forgive you because I had the mindset that you don’t have enough cash to get me anything, even a card. But for now, even my friend thinks that you’re a bastard who doesn’t even have the money to get me a stalk of rose or flower which cost you like less than 10 bucks. And I agree with my friend. Unlike me, I’ve sacrifice my time to do all the stuff for you but yet, I’ve got nothing in return. This time, we broke up again after our almost 11 months relationship.

Till now, it’s been 3 months since you left me. Few weeks back, I still kept thinking of you and I cry like a dog in the middle of the night. And I guess that I’ve really wasted/sacrifice all my time on you. Just like, for those I love, I will sacrifice. But now, you seriously don’t worth any of my love. Even all my friends ask me to forget about you, this bastard. And I really wanna thank you for wasting my time on you. Not only that, but also the once wonderful memories. Thanks for leaving me which makes me a stronger person now, I hope so. And I’m sure that I can forget and erase you from my life with the help and support from my friends. I’m sure there’s much better guys out there like my eye-candy But still, we’ll remain as friends.

Last but not least, I wanna thank all my friends and whoever it is  for all the counseling/advising and stuff. You know who you are and I love you guys to bit! <3

Holidayz

Say goodbye exams and hello to holidays. Like finally can, exams are over!

I hope that all my midnight burning will be paid off and now i can’t wait for results. Heh.

Today, i like. Slept at 5am and woke up at 9am. School for exams, Subway for lunch and dinner! Bused to town after exams with spermy, jaselyn, john and liangkoon for movie, The Proposal. Oh, and it’s like 4 months since i last step in into the cinema, hah.

Nice movie and it’s freaking funny, hah. And it’s kinda sad though, makes me teared a little :B Yea, so do remember to catch this movie!

Starbuckssubbywayz

All along, i’m just wasting my time on you.

Last to go

Damn, finally ELS exam’s over. Happy shit!

I pray hard that i’ll pass cause i didnt really study/memorise :/ And seriously, 2 days, 7 hours of sleep was totally awesome. Awesome that i’m so dead tired now ): Subway + Bishan Library = Best Friend for the whole of last and this week. Hah.

Got to hit town today after exam, and i didn’t managed to get any stuff that i like! ): I seriously need a new handbag, tote bag, sling bag, whatever bag, clothes, dress,jeans,camera ,chloe perfume and many more. Aww, i wish i’ve one million now and i can get everything that i want. Heh. And i want an LV wallet! Chio to the max man! ^^

Woo, one last paper to go and here comes holidays. I can’t wait, i can’t wait. I want more chilling and heart to heart talkz. Lol. Well, i guess i’m hitting my bed now. Ciaoz people!

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Sunshine after rain

S FOR:

SHIOK LIKE SIAO

SIAN

SLEEPY

SI BEI TIRED D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. XOXO ^^

Yet again

Oh, i didnt mention that it’s 20th again.

20th (L).

One heart, one love, one life for sure.

Shiok Only

Shiokness, exam’s tomorrow :O Happy cause i can spit everything out and holidays are drawing near ^^ Sad cause i can’t remember/memorise everything! ):

Currently @ AMK Mac Drive Thru, feeling so cold and hungry. Omgz.

And best wishes + good luck to all having exams this and the following week

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0BAssXgeHs

Boon keat show me this video and i think it’s freaking nice, sweet,loving,touching and everything. Heh. Check out the english version and the lyrics too.

Okay,enough. Back to muggingggggggggggg.

Mug my ass

Been mugging almost everyday since last week, but nothing seems to get into my mind ): And i’m just wasting my time, like now. Blogging while the rest are busy mugging :O Stressssssssss shit.

Currently @ Compass Starbucks. And you know what? It’s damn f-ing hot and it makes me go nutzzzzzzzz.

Ohwell, back to mugging mode.